3:45 thoughts
Sunday, 23 June 2024 | 3:45 am


slip softy in terrain
lately I’ve been thinking

about how things used to be
to have you in my arms
the first time in February
you are on my mind and in my heart
ever since the 13th
you knocked on my car’s window
with your sweet smile
greeted me so gently
with your soothing voice
charming face
those beautiful eyes
and a perfect body figure
oh, my good looking man
where have you been all this while?

the first time you stepped inside my car
the erk’s sticker caught your eye
on the dashboard near the passenger door
rumah api, you said
it’s efek rumah kaca you silly
I miss you so badly
as I’m writing about you
you loved it when I have my accessories on
you told me that while gently holding my hand
haih my heart..
baby I am so in love with you

I drove you around 
I had no idea where to go
just hoping that it was an endless road
day drive
night drive
random talk
and walk
in a town full of misery
and bad memories
who would’ve thought
that it could be amazing
the best day we've ever had
a memorable moment that we shared
on a rooftop
with our hands holding
and I had a packet of bread in my other hand
that your mom asked for
oh, mom’s sweet boy

the fireworks we got to witness
festival season cny
real and arcade, we had them both
we laughed like an ape in a cage, you said
people had their eyes on us
we just don’t mind theirs 
we were just living our best moment
in our own world that we both enjoyed
while it lasts — 9.45 is a crime of time
with heavy heart, you kissed the back of my hand
the hardest part, each time we say goodbye

baby, you had me at hello
you made the first move just like I know
how you’ll lead my way
some said follow the flow
but the flow doesn’t really flowing right now
how did we ended up here?
thinking we might be swaying
but hopes, hopes
keep me going
we have a long way to go
this is just a chapter
not the whole story
being apart is part of our story
I whisper, this is just for awhile
the beauty of living together
under the same roof, forever
home
is all that awaited..
with you by my side, nothing else matters

when you said I was your crush
back then, in high school
my heart just bloomed
fun fact: I’ve known you longer
before I really get to know you now
13 years wasted
living like strangers
somehow I wish we known each other earlier
but no other times is worth the present
baby, you’re so dreamy
how can someone like you
be so in love with me
words can never be enough
to show you how much
you mean to me
you are most loving and caring
you are just like a museum full of art
you are everything my heart desires
longing for a true love
I love you
endlessly
I’ll love you forever and always.
you will always be my man, my lover, my partner and my future.


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